NemiVamp

Why are things crumbling down right in front of me? What have i done too feel and be this way? It would be better if I too could go around with a big smile on my face and have a happy heart. It was good to just go around and not too think of all of the things that goes on in my head and heart. It had been good too not feel that my world is crumbling down right in front of me.

When I think back on the things that have happened to me I feel a little alone. I had to deal with so many things that was too big for me at that age. I think that I have come a log way since then but it will always be inn my mind. Not all the wounds are healed but maybe one day they will be. I feel a little sad sometimes when i think about it but i try to look forward and don't look back. I am stronger now.

I feel the tears down my face when I have gone to bed. I can`t stop thinking of you. You have hurt me and I know that you didn`t mean to. It feels like my heart is in a million peaces. How will it ever be good again?

When I am standing here thinking of you. I get a smile on my face. I am so glad that I have you in my heart. I didn`t think I would feel like this again. I know that we cant do everything together but when we are together I have this big butterflies in my stomach and that is a feeling I like. I would like to feel this with you for a really long time.

I am sitting here and listening to music and thinking of you. I am thinking of your beautiful eyes and your soft voice. I miss you a lot and it is a little comfort in thinking that you miss me too. I am really looking forward to hear your voice again.

The days I spent with you where special. I am glad that I whent to you on a impulse. I remember the first time I met you. You had something special about you and I liked your personality at once. It took a while before i took contact after we first met because so many things happened in my life. I really hope we will speak more together now. And I think we will. And I am looking forward to when you are coming to me.

I see the stars inn your eyes and understand That I love you with all my heart and I always will. I hope that you`ll love me the way I love you and understand by the things I do to you how much I love you.

You made me feel special. You made me feel respected. The days we spent together were great and it is the truth when I say that I didnt want to leave you. When I left from my place I didn`t now what was going to happend. But I am glad that the things that happen happend. I care for you and I will always care for you.

When I see your eyes i smile. When I am looking at you with a smile you smile back to me. You like me for the person I am and that hasn`t happend to me for a long time. I leave you with a heavy heart. When i opened my book and see what you have put in there I get tears in my eyes. I miss you a lot already. I wish you where her with me. I realy hope I will see you soon again.

I am the luckiest girl in the world because I am with you. You make me feel special and you care for me in a way that I have never experienced. You are special and you are a wonderful person. I am realy happy now and that is all because of you. Thank you for making me happy and I am glad that it is you that has my heart. I love you.